Role Play (Silhouette Studios) by Katana Collins

Author:Katana Collins [Collins, Katana]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2019-02-26T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter Fifteen

Ash

The next day was one of the best mornings of my life. And it was also one of the worst mornings of my life. I was a living Charles Dickens novel apparently. I awoke with Lucy in my arms. The first woman to sleep in my bed since Brie.

My throat clogged as I peered down at her, her dark brown hair fanned across my bare chest and her arm draped across my stomach. I pulled her in tighter, kissing the top of her head and closing my eyes as I dropped back onto my pillow. My chest was tight, and my eyes burned. I brushed my thumb across Brie’s ring, still on my pinky, and gave her a silent apology. Another woman was sleeping on her side of the bed. Resting a head on her pillow. Using her nightstand.

I don’t know what the alternative would have been. I couldn’t and wouldn’t stay in Lucy’s apartment. I couldn’t be anywhere near that apartment complex. And last night, Lucy wasn’t ready for LnS—that was for sure. I guess there was always the option of going to a hotel… but even that felt wrong. It cheapened what we were doing here, and I didn’t want to run the risk of Lucy feeling used. I swallowed, the lump going down like a ball of sawdust.

The truth was, I wanted Lucy to stay over tonight. I expected a BDSM fuck last night. Something to get Lucy out of my system and teach her a bit about a lifestyle she clearly was drawn to. But instead of getting her out of my system, I was now hooked. I craved more of her. And instead of a BDSM fuck… I made love to her. For the first time in five years, I made love to a woman other than my wife.

Fuck me. One night; one emotional, heart-to-heart fuck with Lucy and I was already turning into a sap.

“I’m sorry, Brie,” I whispered to the dark bedroom, almost as though she were there with us. Like the world’s most unsexy haunted threesome. Shit, it’s the kind of stupid movie idea Richard would greenlight for drunk frat boys. Haunted Threesome: Coming to a theater near you.

Don’t be sorry, Brie whispered back in my mind. If only it was really her. If only it wasn’t just my stupid subconscious trying to convince myself that what I did was okay. And that it would be okay to do it again.

I gripped the Egyptian cotton sheets twisted around my legs and clenched them hard in my fist. I promise you, I won’t do this again here, I thought to Brie. I’ll take Lucy to LnS next. Keep a healthy separation.

Healthy? Brie’s voice chuckled in my mind.

Okay, fine. Healthier, I countered.

Healthier for who?

Don’t you hate it when you argue with the voices in your head?

I groaned, and checked my phone for the time. Four-twenty-six a.m. The sun hadn’t even begun peeking through the navy sky yet, but we had to be on set by six.

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